Anoniema Rose

About me: WELCUM MY DEAR FRIENDS! I AM ANONIEMA ROSE! Welcum my friends to my second profile on this great site called Xhamster. I am a submissive crossdressing shemale who loves to watch and create porn. I am also into music and I am a astrologer, numerologist and a holy scientist and love to explore the truth about the universe and save the world from eternal damnation. Not so long ago I experience being homeless for 7 years and that changed a whole lot in my live. I lived in all kinds of homeless shelters in Amsterdam and had an live full of uncertainty with the hope of getting back place to live , a place to call home with my sane mind still in tact. As I had so many places where I had to sleep with bums, junk , criminals and other people who shared the same fate as me , I got to be a very strong minded person resulting in a strong confidence, fear of nothing and absolutely no fear of what others might think of me. I accepted being who I am and learned how to know myself , thus resulting in a mind that has no fear of any kind of authority then that of God and myself. In these shelters I still had to explore my sexuality, which was warped by two failed relationships and an overuse of internet pornography. Since the introduction of the internet and especially when broadband internet was realized the internet basically got flooded with porn and today there is so much porn on the web that its no far fetched statement that internet is created for porn and to alter the sexual behaviour of men and women all over the world ,especially in the west that now has to be totally brainwashed by the internet porn after roughly 20 years of bombardment of clips and short vids that, of course, grew in extremities in the approach and concept of sexual entertainment. Before I was homeless, living in my old house ,I explored the internet on a daily basis and was confident with even keeping it on while I had visitors. I watched a lot of clips which where pretty extreme like facial abuse, gettogaggers, gag on my cock where women literally got destroyed by unforgiving men who shove their cocks deep in the throat of woman who then had to gag hard , puke all over themselves and where fucked severely hard afterwards and then of course had to open their mouths for a good load of cum. I saw a lot of women degraded and even return again where they were destroyed even more severe then the last time. Some women even came back for a third time and you saw them having basically given up on their self esteem and where no longer themselves. This made my dick hard and I came so many times that I turned to even more extreme videos and during my relationship I expected my girlfriend to accept the same. My first ex had no love for sex , but I always was a kind person in bed and never forced myself ( But boy , do I wanted to fuck her beautiful face! ) It became harder and harder for me to get an orgasm since my pornography wishes weren't met and my dick did not get hard If my girlfriend did not sucked my cock first with her head between my legs (POV) so I could force my, average in length but thick in width, black cock perfectly in her throat and hopefully pump some puke out of her. One day I fucked her face pretty, pretty , pretty good upside-down on the sofa after she really missed me since I was away a lot for my job. That was the sex I still remember the most , the rest is a blur since we never went that extreme and that was because she really did not like sex and I was a still young gentlemen who treated his girlfriend like a princess , never cheated , always payed the bill at the restaurant and of course got fucked over because she met an asshole who smelled and was a son of a bitch and with ease took her from me and probably got to facefuck the shit out of her and made her swallow loads of cum. Actually that never happened but what did happen was that I caught her on a photo on Facebook, holdings hands with a mystery guest who I could not see since only his hands was in the picture and she was having this good time WITH MY FRIENDS, who told me nothing of this meeting. We never broke up but just stop seeing each other. Later on we became friends with occasional benefits but in the case of my own so called " friends" , I discarded them all and thus not having them around anymore made it easier for me to explore my bi-sexual feelings. My second ex was the opposite of my first, and was a nymphomaniac. She did everything that I wanted and more. The first date I came perfectly in her mouth just like a good cum-shot pornvideo, a straight thick shot in her open mouth that hit her throat so she had to cough hard afterwards which of course is exactly that sound you and I want to here. Always still a soft gentleman I asked her, are you alright , and she even gave an apology for coughing up cum for 10 minutes . I said , oh I didn't mind baby ,(thinking again how she would interpret that) and she continued sucking my cum dripping cock back in her throat and I was so happy since I finally found a girl who was as dirty as the women I watched on the internet, who ended up being degraded to sitting on their knees in a puddle a vomit , looking up to her master cock so dirty that it made me cum again. The second time I noticed that she really like it that the sex was hard and while facefucking her suddenly pink food sprayed out of her mouth and it ended up on my cock...She said , Oh I am so sorry! I answered with a cool soft voice , "well actually I don't mind at all dear , "I though that was actually very horny baby". Actually... don't stop with this! And she never did and since then it was 'puking facefuck heaven' for me and I did all of the position my perverted mind could figure out. She was so dirty that I sometimes could not believe that I was so lucky. One day I came in her mouth while she still had her luscious lips wrapped around my dickhead as an baby sucking on a bottle of milk and swallowed it till the last drop. That sound of swallowing cum satisfied me always like I was living the pornodream. It was in the bathroom where she always would sit on her knees like the sluts I was still watching on the internet yet know of course in secret since I was in a relationship. She said to me still mesmerized by the amount of cum that just got drained from me...'I love everything that comes out of a cock" I smiled and did not bother to reply to this way too sexy thing she uttered out her cumfilled mouth that she still was tasting while licking her cumcoated lips but it came to me like a flash....What did you just say??? Again she said that she loved everything that came out of my cock and still look up to me naughty while open her mouth expecting something which I did not get at first but It could only mean one thing and thus with my dick totally prepared for this , I softly pissed in her mouth and she keep on swallowing it. I heard her gulp up the steamy salty piss and she looked a bit damaged and was really squinting her eyes closed as I let the floodgates loose and pissed a hard laser of salty piss in her nose .. She snorted it up and had to swallow it making her cough hard and then she open her mouth again like a trooper and took my full load of piss in her cumfilled mouth until her cheeks were like a balloon. Then she had to swallow three times for all of my dirty hot piss to be absorbed into her stomach and she gave me an nice good gagging after cough that made me cum again instantly , hitting her eye and nose and it made me shout like a barbarian. That was the best any women had made me cum in my life and she was looking reddish and a bit destroyed yet she looked to me with a face of respecting me for it and happy that she could be such a dirty whore for me. I know its wrong but this was when I truly felt love for the first time. And she became my pissbucket for at least a month after this and proudly swallow a day s worth of piss and cum and of course she had a bigger body compared to my first ex who of course was totally forgotten and I fucked her many times really hard and she was always in for sex , even more then I could provide. It was paradise with this perfect sweet single mom but then, wait for it. Paradise got lost. She had borderline schizophrenia and this strange disease which I think is not a disease at all changed her into totally different monster who's out there to hurt your feelings to core as much as possible and succeeded in doing so. And so , to make a long story short , after 6 years of being on and of together it did not worked out in the end. This finally convinced me to become Anoniema. I had done all of the perverted wishes I did and rein acted all of the perverted pornclips I could manage , making me have this feeling that I did not care about not having a relationship , in fact I quit relationships and it was time to explore those wishes I had being so into porn that I wanted to be the women that got facefucked and regressed to a steaming pile a cum , puke and piss, looking totally with regret and still being a good little slut by letting the tongue hang loose out of their mouth like a dog that gets her treat. Like a good little slut... ANONIEMA BEGINS So I was back in my house again after being dumped for the last time by that horny but crazy bitch and live returned back to its original boring sex deprived state, yet something changed in me , I felt like my hand was already stamped . I did everything that I could imagine and more so I did not feel the need for it anymore. I lost my virginity quite late at the age of 25 and saw lots of my friends having girlfriends and sex while I was still dry hoping for a girl to see something in me , an honest geeky black boy who clearly had no sex for the possession of too many many videogames in my collection and the certainty of no condom or anything sexual discoverable whatsoever To be continued... ANONIEMA BEGINS PART 2 - more pics